October 13, 2006 - 12:30 p.m.
Friday the 13th and some people are spooked about their luck today. Or lack there of. I believe we make our own luck, be it good or bad.
Years pass by.. drain collagen from underneath the eyes. Leaving dark circles of beginning, the ending.
Selling off unnecessary toys that require lots of maintenance. Downsizing and right sizing change. Leaving for the Southwest or far east. Up to the Commander's discretion. I go where they need me. Always been a woman of action. Words are nice. Thoughtful. They don't mean a hill of beans without some action behind them. You miss someone. Surprise them with a visit or phone call. Otherwise, they're empty promises.
Last night I found myself crushed out on Hudson. She has a live-in boyfriend. Her energy of male and female in a femme body is too much temptation. Especially since Naomi and I are back to being friends only, platonic roommates. Since July when I couldn't commit to waiting for her financial situation to improve. I didn't sign up for sugar mama co-dependence. Three months of counseling and I know I made the right decision. Although kitty purrs for attention. You can only be alone for a short period of time before everyone starts looking good to you.
~ Soldier Girl
