November 11, 2009 - 11:59 a.m.
I ran two miles with Fuzz yesterday. We played a set of tennis after the run. She inspires me to get off my middle age butt and be athletic again. I felt my older, jockette self returning. The last two laps, I kicked into high gear. She could barely keep up with me. On the tennis court, she took the last game. My arms were sore and tired from weight lifting. If I get my serve more consistent, I could easily beat her. She has more speed because she is 20 pounds lighter and training for a triathalon. I'm tempted to give her "Smooth Away" as a Christmas gift. Maybe I will show her the one I have. After the first or second use, she would have a smooth face, free of peach fuzz. (My own personal preference).
Something inside me wants to help her look better. The friend in me says leave it alone. Could embarass her. I haven't worked up the courage to tell Fuzz I am dating a female security guard. I like Jane Wayne. She is a small, petite butch woman who likes the color black. Her SUV is black. Motorcycle she bought for an ex-gf is black along with her clothes. Her hair is naturally black with no gray. Nice white teeth and pretty smile with several earrings in each ear. Diamonds. We've made out a few times but haven't done the wild thing yet. I move slowly and cautiously. She owns a home ten miles away from mine. She drinks Bud Light and limits herself to two drinks. My only concern is relating on a deeper, intellectual level. She's from the school of hard knocks and owns her own business. I admire her tenacity and entrepreneur skills and background. Yet the need for a deeper connection, discussion of classic literature, poetry, and world events may be out of her reach. I suppose I should live in the moment and enjoy the passion. She likes to French kiss and is quite good at it. Jane assured me she is STD free. What a relief! My immune system can't handle any creepy crawler viruses.
I'm learning to compartmentalize my interests and hobbies. One person cannot be everything. I told Jane if she gives me a long leash and doesn't get jealous or possessive, we will be a good match. So far, it's working after five or six dates.
~ Soldier Girl
